The Divine Dancer

I miss you,

Not what you would expect to hear,

But I miss the person I fell in love with.

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If you knew how much it hurts,

You would not do it.

You do not understand,

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I see darkness, no corners to be seen or shapes or objects...

Just pure, skin crawling darkness.

All I hear is my heart thump against the ear deafening silence that envelopes the atmosphere.

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What do I love about him?

Don't get me mistaken, I love his smile, his laugh,

And how he wriggles his nose when he is comfortably sleeping.

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I do not know whether it is a constant need for attention,

Or a clear indication that no one is willing to listen,

I fear that my presence is more of a want than need,

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You know the problem I have,

Is that I never seem to know what I deserve,

I give all my love and all my attention,

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Is it wrong to love deeply so,

To put away your desires for the best of someone else?

To push down your emotions to focus on someone else's?

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I don't know what you see in me,

But I know what I see in me.

I see a confused girl, who doesn't know exactly what she wants,

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I dont hink you understand,

The level at which I love you.

I hear people say, or utter,

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Al I want is to be invisible,

As much as my hair, my tat, my earrings are visible,

My tone of voice is loud,

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