If you knew how much it hurts,
You would not do it.
You do not understand,
But I dont blame you...
It hurts but that's okay,
It means I do love you.
I always want to spend time with you,
But not until it's to late for you,
To decide on whether you want to... or not.
It hurts that I am a second option,
To your plans
Your shoes
Your feeling
But it's okay,
It means I do love you.
All I want is you to myself,
I guess it's wrong,
Maybe it's just me,
But I do not see you everyday.
When I think I can,
I tell you in advance,
But for you,
Maybe the last minute will work.
I want coffee and talking,
You want chilling and fucking...
It hurts,
But it's okay,
It means I do love you.
Let me plan the date,
Let me plan the meet,
Let me plan the gift,
Let. Me.
Not us, me.
'I'm sorry'
No I don't believe,
It doesnt matter really,
Because it's just me.
'I'm trying!'
If you were you really wouldn't have to say it,
I try but I don't say anything,
Does it matter really?
Yours bigger than mine, right?
It hurts
But it's okay,
It means...
