Conflicting feelings like title waves
Pulling and pushing in every which way
When I hear her breathe my heart beats louder
But that is not the way
I am supposed to feel about her
All I want is to feel her lips
My mom would tell me how I was raised
Better than this
But I can no longer simply dismiss
That no male has ever made me this nervous
For she looks so beautiful I can’t deny
For the very first time
My hours fly by
With that look in her eyes
A sparkle so bright for it lit up my sky
Her colors they shine and I understand why
She would never transform in order to conform
So how could I even pretend
To be confused anymore?