caitlin joy

As I peer in your eyes

I see the rest of my life

I get lost in the visions

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Look into the mirror

Only to find

A girl staring back at me

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Why do I live in this game I always play?

I wish to quit

But nonetheless

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My heart rate begins to rise

As I wait for her reply

What id give to be able to see the look in her eyes

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For such a long time

You were all that was on my mind

Left me in a constant mental fight

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You remind me that “belief is a powerful key”

But I don’t know how to believe

When it cannot be formed in me

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I don’t know how to even be happy

When I am all alone

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I thought surely I’d move on by now

Yet the memories still drag me back

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A candle that formed flames

Our attempts to confine were all in vain

Something about the light in your eyes

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On the top of my lungs

Is in which I yell

I close my eyes tight

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