I don’t know how to even be happy
When I am all alone
I simply wish to live contently
Without needing someone to hold
Yet as the lights grow dimmer
My anger begins to simmer
Conforms to a flame that grows out of control
Tell me how to contain my fire
Without it obtaining the allowance
To swallow me whole
I don’t know who I am
I forget how to breath
All remembrance of basic functions leave me
Never do I get left in peace
For each time everyone leaves
I don’t know how to even be happy
