For such a long time
You were all that was on my mind
Left me in a constant mental fight
In order to suppress the tears behind
Each and every day I cried
And those around saw how I lied
When I’d assure them I was fine
So they slowly yet harshly pried
Each word they spat left me paralyzed
And yes I know eventually i will actually be fine
But I never will be all the time
So my next words are to you
The one who I choose
To direct every ounce of hatred to
For yes, I hate what you did
And how you left me for dead
Yet there’s another reason I’m infuriated too
You broke who I was
Stripped me of my identity
Just another girl you could destroy
And I despise who I’ve become
I used to be carefree
And now I can’t even comprehend
How to breath
Oh how I miss who I used to be
But that was the vintage version of me
While I wish for her to be
Who I can again become
That is a hope filled with impossibility
For that girl is long gone
Thanks to you
And what you have done
