Changing for a purpose that makes you feel lower each chance given,
Yet you see positive, trying to hold on, getting belittled, constantly forgiving...
Your stupid, holding onto something that doesn’t want you to go away, keeping you weakened
Loving you just enough to break you, before slowly putting back the pieces..
Each memory stored, becomes harder to bare, yet the love is pure enough to forgive...
I’m no saint but I’ve changed for personal reasons,I guess karma caught me and now this is what I get..
The price to pay is steep and harsh, but if cash out each time because it’s what I want.. or wanted...
Lost, hoping for a true passion where it’s perfect and real, not secured and confused, or flaunted...
I could be overthinking and causing unreal scenarios, but I can’t be delusional or buzzed,
Because I remember simple things, things that cause me,a strong individual, to hurt....
I’m sorry I’m a different person, and now I understand what it feels to feel,
But for me it’s clouded by the vision that’s blinding me from reality,.... This reality I feel, sometimes makes me feel meaningless..... extremely.
