Looking closely the smile distracts the bigger picture,
Glowing eyes filled with hope, blurred vision, constantly trying to see clearer,
The pain is hidden,tucked away and sealed away from the public,
Because no one really cares, they just need more ammo for judgement,
I’ll mask it and keep it away because I rather t entertain my entertainment,
Especially while entertaining the entertainment that shouldn’t have been entertainment…
Pressure from others because they don’t believe you can fail,
Showing how strong you are, every moment, crushing your self, ensuring that pain,
That pain is irrelevant, but you make it your own because you have to,
Well you don’t have to, but the pressure of not letting anyone down takes some getting used to,
The pressure I’m under is enough to make any man crumble and just say fuck it all,
However, my 2 little ones, they’re the reason I haven’t fall, because of them I keep pushing on,
To know me and how I am, it’s different than what you know or see whenever you see me,
I’ll never let my guard down, always ready but sometimes it falls, and I’m free,
But i brush it off, snap back and I work away that horrid smear,
Because none will ever understand the stories behind each tear………,, to be cont’d…
