Meredith

My heart's not big enough

My skin isn't soft enough

My hair isn't straight enough

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'Cause when I take my heart out of my chest, to give, I go a little crazier - more like paranoid.

That it'll be dropped, bruised and in pieces again.

I can take it, if you give it back.

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I thought you were heaven sent.

After all the time we spent.

And now I can't help to think,

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i know i can be judgemental

but so can you. so why judge me

by the things i say and do

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what we had was unbreakable

what we had was untouchable

what we had...was a friendship

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as i think about our past years

and how far we've come

the only thought that comes

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beginning, middle, and now the end

we met we said our hi's and now its

time we say our good bye's

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i try i try and i mutha fuckin

TRY

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sit, smoke, eat, drink,

and think thats what

my life consist of how fun

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Don't tell me to say i love you every time i see you,

Don't make jokes about me to your friends,

Don't only come around for a kiss,

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