Samantha Madrigal

There's burning anger inside of me

I run but can't hide from me

I rip my own face open

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Translucent skin littered with bruises

When a fight begins she always loses

Never knowing when he'll get angry

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Fuck these emotions that control me

Fuck these tears of my insanity

Fuck this lack of identity

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One

Enthusiastic promise of a surprise

Looking in the depth of pure eyes

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He is an angel straight from heaven

God behind his back at every turn

Yet to God he doesn't listen

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Descending into the depths of hell

Lord, wish me fair well

Clawing fiercely at my mind

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Chains wrap around me

Held together by the memory

Gradually going crazy

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Always conforming to someone else

Doesn't know how to be herself

Spiltting between idolization

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Lost on the dark street

Black clouds is sky

Weather that I can't beat

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lying high above the world

Watching myself go through the motions

Nothing but a shell of a girl

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